Saturday, February 8, 2025

Deep Dive: For the Love of Mary

 A Deep Dive into For the Love of Mary


It's been a while since I've completed a deep dive post - it looks like the last one was in October, for The Screwtape Letters. So, what was it about this book that has me making a separate post that focuses on it? It is because it is the best book about Mary that I've read in a long time, and it is helping renew my devotion to Our Lady. It is well worth taking some time to write more extensively about this book, not only to help me remember what I like about it, but also to share with others why I think they should read it, too.

Dedication


We own a one-of-a-kind edition: this book has a special dedication that the author inscribed and personally addressed to my sister. It's so cool to think of the fact that my sister knows this friar who has published a beautiful book about Mary. The best part of the dedication is the post-script: "hope you can be a fellow TOR one day! Prayers & blessings".

Chapter 1: What's in a Name?


This may be my favorite chapter. Fr. Daniel talks about how the names we use when we talk about and to Mary matter. He points out that the people who have the strongest relationship with Mary tend to call her "Mother Mary," not just "Mary." I know that I would feel self-conscious about calling Our Lady "Mother Mary" if I were just to casually use that terminology in conversation, like I was making myself out to be overly pious. But, this chapter made me want to have the sort of relationship with Mary where calling her "mother" in conversation would feel natural. I'm going to make an effort to do so, at least in writing, at different points in this post. Take a look at this quote:

"Would you ever call your mother by her first name? No, of course not. That would seem distant, informal, and strange - a bit too avant-garde, to be sure! instead, you would use terms of endearment and familiarity." - pp. 5-6

This chapter also shows from the get-go that this author absolutely loves our Heavenly mother. It is neat to see the depth and range of his research, referencing modern Marian apparitions, the meaning of names, and, in later chapters, various saints who have cherished a great love for Our Lady.

Chapter 2: A Rose of Wondrous Beauty


This chapter challenged me. It made me realize that I don't pray or sacrifice enough for the end of abortion, a reflection prompted by an incredible personal story Fr. Daniel-Maria shares from his own life about how a beautiful baby girl was saved from abortion by prayer for Mother Mary's intercession. One of the great things about this book was that I felt I learned so much about Mother Mary and devotion to her. Notice, this sentiment is coming from a cradle Catholic, who has read numerous books about this amazing woman, and feels pretty good about her understanding of Marian doctrine. I found it incredible that I was learning so much, even about the Rosary, which I try to pray daily. I have tried to engage more with the mysteries of the Rosary as I pray since reading this book, and I'm realizing it would be good for me to revisit this chapter in particular now and then.

Chapter 3: Practicing the Presence of Mary


This chapter encouraged me to just spend time talking to Mary during the day. I've tried to practice the presence of God, but I usually remember to do it only for a time. I have noticed this being the case here, too, with me making comments to Mother Mary a few times for a few days, and then forgetting to after that. However, this practice could help me combat the sense that I don't know her well enough to call her "mother" in conversation. I have turned to her at night several times, and asked for her assistance in a more spontaneous manner. Now, I've talked in the last few paragraphs about concrete actions I've taken as a result of reading this book. Let that first of all be a testimony to how good this book is - I'm usually happy if there's just one discreet way I can tell a book has caused me to change something I do for the better. However, this book isn't just about practical practices readers can do. There's good theological explanation, too, and that comes out a lot in this chapter.

Chapter 4: Why Does Our Mother Weep?


This chapter spends some time reflecting on Our Lady of Sorrows. I admit that I've not spent much time reflecting upon our Lady of Sorrows because of her closeness to Jesus and His suffering - but we are all called to embrace crucified love. It is another challenge to me to lean into the call of my faith, that if I want to follow Christ, I must take up my cross and follow Him.

Chapter 5: The Stigmata of Mary?


Alright, this chapter blew my mind. How had I never before heard of the possibility that Mary received the stigmata? I'm not going to spend time explaining the reasoning behind why some people believe this, but I thought Fr. Daniel-Maria did a great job making his case. 

 

Chapter 6: Hearing Her Voice, Consoling Her Heart


This chapter focuses on the Marian apparitions at Fatima, and it makes me want to read more about them. I was reminded to offer up prayers and sacrifices to make reparation for sins - for the sins of others, and for my own. I read at least some of this chapter in the adoration chapel, and it was a great time and place to read it. This chapter had a passage that became a favorite for both me and my husband. It provided me with an encouraging reflection about marriage, and it helped me see my marriage in a new light - me being faithful to my husband, and working to overcome temptations and love him, is perhaps a way for me to practice working to overcome temptations for love of my Lord. Also included in this chapter was a line that gave me pause: 

"What we spend most of our time in front of becomes our tabernacle, what we worship." - p. 126

If that doesn't make me want to be better about making it to adoration and a daily Mass regularly, I don't know what will! I am also challenged to be better about fasting, whether physically from food or from time on Facebook. I don't have to wait for Lent to work on these things.

Chapter 7: Warrior Queen


This was the chapter that talked about Mother Mary's power against the demons. It was incredible to read some parts of it and feel confident in turning to her to assistance in spiritual warfare, and also unnerving to read some accounts of exorcists or people who had been possessed. I skimmed or skipped some paragraphs here and there.

Chapter 8: Sacred Inheritance


This chapter tackles the question of going to Mother Mary vs. Jesus right at the start, and Fr. Daniel-Maria handles it well. In summary, we ought to talk to our Mother - and God's Mother - because it pleases him. I can't recall having struggled with connecting with Mother Mary because I've compared myself to her, but it was a topic covered later in the chapter. Again, I felt convicted about a shortcoming that I have. I need to be better about loving Mary and teaching others to love her, too. I learned that loving Mother Mary isn't just one flavor of spirituality that Catholics can have, on par with an Ignatian spirituality or a Franciscan one; no, Mother Mary is given an honor above any saint, and it is important to have a devotion to her. A relationship with her is special.


Conclusion


To finish up, this was a great book. I told a galpal I wanted to loan this book out to her while I was in the middle of reading it...but I wouldn't pass it on to her until I finished it myself! I can tell a book is good when I'm recommending it to others. I know it's good when I know I'd like to reread it someday. And it proves it's special when it draws me in so much that I take time to reflect on it in a special blog post. This book has accomplished all these things. I don't know if it will be the best book I'll read in 2025, but I have a feeling it's going to be a strong contender.

Monday, February 3, 2025

January Book Bracket 2025

 January 2025 Bracket


I ended 2024 with 13 books in various stages of being read, read aloud, and listened to. I tried to buckle down and succeeded in getting about half of them finished, but, of course, I started multiple new ones as well.





The Hotel Balzaar, by Kate DiCamillo*

Marta misses her father as her mother cleans the hotel, but alternates between belief and disenchantment when an old countess shares seven strange stories with her.

Why I picked it up: It looked interesting, and I was able to access it as an ebook through the public library system.

My impressions: The story's beginning and end were pleasantly sparse and well-crafted, but some sections in the middle did not sit well with me. My main complaint with the book was that there was a character, who started as a nun, and then proceeded to abandon and begin serious vocations multiple times. If I were a child, and not a Catholic, I don't know that I would think much of it, but as someone who takes religious callings - either to the religious life, priesthood, or marriage - very seriously, I became uncomfortable and distracted from what I think the stories were supposed to communicate about the character or what was going on in the story. I thought the story had a lot of potential in the beginning, but by the end, I didn't feel the sense of wonder that had been hoped for at the beginning of the book. I appreciated how the story ties together by the end, and I think DiCamillo (a winner of the Newbery award several times) has excellent writing skills, but this book isn't one that really impacted me. I wouldn't recommend this one - I'm not warning against it, necessarily, but it's not one that I would feel the need to tell people, "You have to read this one!"


Mooses with Bazookas: And Other Stories Children Should Never Read, by S. D. Smith*

A hairbrained tale encompassing tales that follows letters from a writer stranded on a deserted island, his desires for rescue, and the tales he finds in caves on the island. (This book was a carryover from last year.)

Why I picked it up: I've read the Green Ember series written by the same author, and when I saw this work was on sale, my curiosity overcame me and I purchased it.

My impressions: I'm not quite sure what I was expecting with this book, and the book didn't let me down as far as expectations go - I'm still not entirely sure what it is. It is stylistically strange and, while likely to get kids to laugh out loud, was kind of painful to slog my way through. And that's coming from someone who loves puns. I think the author had a lot of fun and leaned hard into the fun of wordplay. He isn't afraid to be silly and goofy and grammatically incorrect, and I think some kids might have a heyday with this sort of book. I will say that the last 20 of the book wasn't too bad and wrapped up pretty nicely, but I can't say the work was for me. I'm not recommending it, but I am curious now about what other people think about it. (This book was a carryover from last year.)

Napoleon's Buttons: How 17 Molecules Changed History, by Jay Burreson and Penny Le Couteur**

A brief explanation of the molecular makeup of substances that have shaped our world, and the description of how they affected life at that time and today.

Why I picked it up: Welcome back to the Audible subscription! This one showed up in the app as one that was available to listen to for free, and it sounded interesting.

My impressions: Overall, an interesting read, but with some flaws, not the least of which being the notable increase in zoning out when listening to molecular structure being described. I learned a lot about scurvy, dyes, medicines, and spices, as well as other materials that have shaped the world and helped make it what it is today. I skipped two chapters, one on birth control and the next on molecules associated with witchcraft (I'm guessing it would have focused on the medicinal qualities of some plants, but I'm not sure). Based off the concluding paragraph in the former of these chapters, I believed the authors would have painted birth control pills in a very positive light, and I didn't really want to spend a lot of time learning about the pill. I'm not comfortable with witchcraft related things, period, so I can't speak to how this chapter was handled. Some other heavy topics came up, such as STDs, slavery, exploitation of nations, and others, so this is a book best suited to adults. I thought the book took a look at history from an interesting angle, even though that angle was, at times, biased. I was quite pleased to learn about a wide range of topics, but I don't necessarily think it's a book that I'd recommend. Interesting, but it has its flaws. (This book was a carryover from last year.)


Scruples and Sainthood: Accepting and Overcoming Scruples With the Help of the Saints, by Trent Beattie

This books guides the scrupulous through what scrupulosity is and how they can, through God's grace, work on accepting this cross and overcoming it.

Why I picked it up: I remembered this book being helpful before, and since I'd turned to it now and then to try to look something up, it seemed like it was a good time to reread it in its entirety.

My impressions: I think this is a really good book for scrupulous Catholics (and their loved ones), specifically those who might also have OCD. Beattie at times seemed to assume that the reader would likely also have struggles with things such as excessive hand-washing, for example, and some of his suggested remedies sound like they could apply easily to those who experience anxiety-based psychological disorders. In any case, I found this book good (and it bears an imprimatur), but I took issue with how he worded things here and there. It is a good reference, discussing issues like "when in doubt, it doesn't count," the necessity for obedience to spiritual directors, and sacraments that can be difficult for the scrupulous to participate in, such as confession and Holy Communion. This would be a good book to have in the house if one of the family suffers from scrupulosity; therapists and spiritual directors may like to have this book as well. (This book was a carryover from last year.)

A Monastery Journey to Christmas, by Brother Victor-Antoine d'Avila-Latourrette

A monk shares daily reflections for the Advent and Christmas seasons, drawing from the traditions of both the Western Church and the Eastern Church.

Why I picked it up: A dear friend has mentioned over time that this is a book that she reads every year. I was in need of an Advent book to prepare me for Christmas, and I decided that this was the time to try it out.

My impressions: This is the best daily meditation book that I've encountered for the Advent season. Many daily meditation books focus on the readings of the day, and I have never been able to tell if that makes them applicable only to that year's readings, or to every year. While other devotionals have shorter meditations, this one has meditations that take several minutes to read through. I didn't read it with as much care as I should, but it also meant that, even if all I did was read the selection for that day, I wasn't able to make it any shorter than that. I liked that some meditations took into account specific feasts, some of them being more familiar to Eastern Catholics than Latin Rite Catholics. Going off that point, one of the strengths of this work is that it incorporates prayers, texts, and practices from both the Western and the Eastern Church. I enjoyed that extra exposure to Byzantine prayers, which is something I don't encounter in my everyday life. The monk shares about practices that are specific to his monastery, but does a nice job of making those practices applicable to everyday readers of the laity, like me. All the reflections concern the spiritual life, but the author does well with including some very practical elements that work nicely with the spiritual elements. I recommend this book to anyone who is looking for a good book to help them reflect daily during the Advent and Christmas seasons. (This book was a carryover from last year.)

Robinson Crusoe, by Daniel Defoe**

This grandfather of all survival stories chronicles the long years the titular character must eke an existence out of a Caribbean island after he ignores all advice and signs to pursue a life at sea.

Why I picked it up: My interest in this story kindled after reading The Sign of the Beaver several years ago. I'd read a version of this story as a "Great Illustrated Classics" work as a child, and then tried to read the real deal maybe as a young teenager, but I lost interest in it pretty early on.

My impressions: This is one of those books where I finished it because I was stubborn and felt like I'd invested enough time to warrant finishing it. There were some appreciable aspects, including some more exciting episodes of action (capture and escape from slavery, dealing with mutineers, etc.), and especially his growth in his relationship with God. Crusoe went from being a wayward sailor and nominal Christian to an evangelist to the first non-Christian he's able to talk to. However, while his devotion grows admirably, it doesn't grow far enough. I saw some problematic attitudes towards non-white people showing up in this book, and no clear change in his views of slavery, so some of his conversion doesn't ring true. I think some of these elements were ones which The Sign of the Beaver countered, but they were not really evident until the last third of the book. The survival elements were not as exciting as I remembered them being in the Great Illustrated Classics version - so I'm surprised to admit that, at least according to memory, that version was better. I don't think it's a requirement for anyone to read this book, especially since there are so many other great survival-style adventures written since this one - I'd definitely pick up almost any of those other options first.

A New Song, by Jan Karon

In this next installment of the Mitford series, Fr. Timothy and his wife, Cynthia, begin a year or two of life on the coastal island of Whitecap, ministering to a church that has experienced division and suffering in the recent years.

Why I picked it up: I finished book 4 and wanted to read this one, which my sister-in-law had loaned to me at the same time.

My impressions: Jan Karon keeps doing her thing! This was another very enjoyable book and was coming to mind even in the days after I'd finished it. Karon did well to put the Kavanaughs in a new location, but one that, while it had a different local flavor, still enjoyed that small-town feeling she's mastered with Mitford. She still ties in with the old friends we know and love from Mitford, but introduces us to new characters to care about. She crafts her writing so well, having story arcs that can resolve within the volume, starting some that might span a book or two, and continuing some that will probably stretch for a good several books yet. There's not really a plot - just island life, the daily, seasonal, and yearly doings of a certain population - and yet, I find it immensely enjoyable. Karon isn't scared to have characters who are in very difficult circumstances, and have Fr. Tim come up against some ministry nightmares. In short, she doesn't leave out the dark side of life. However, we come to the end, and it's satisfying and neatly tied up, and yet has me ready to jump into the next book as soon as possible (which I can't, because I'm telling myself I have some books that I must finish before I get sucked into another Mitford book). This book has enough background to read by itself, but it really makes the most sense to just read it in order in the series. Those who enjoyed previous Mitford books will like this one, too.


The Catholic Guide Through Anxiety, 2nd Ed., by Catherine DiNuzzo, M.A., L.P.C.**

A Catholic therapist (who lives in Kansas) speaks about what happens neurologically when anxiety hits, as well as strategies and practices that Catholics can use to manage anxiety.

Why I picked it up: This audiobook was available for free through my Audible subscription. I also recognized the last name, having worked with the author's husband for a retreat once and even attended a talk given by the author at the Midwest Catholic Family Conference a few years ago.

My impressions: This book is a pretty good starting place for Catholics who experience anxiety and want to learn more about it. There is some hesitation in saying that, because I'd be concerned about people trying to "get by" with learning strategies out of a book when what they really need is working with a therapist - but, then again, this could be that stepping stone that gets them into therapy eventually. The work is short, and I think the author does a nice job of explaining neurological processes in layman's terms. Her writing is easy to follow and she uses helpful analogies and examples from her own life. The work sometimes felt a little disjointed because "advertisements" for her therapy practice popped up now and then. The "advertisements" were just comments about her practice, Sacred Heart Therapy, being able to help the reader implement [x] practice, etc., so in a sense, I think it was good that she had reminders throughout the book that therapy is probably going to be a part of the healing process for readers. I appreciated that Catholic beliefs are woven throughout the book, from examining a story from Scripture, to faith-connected practices that readers can use when managing anxiety. This book was fine as an audiobook, but I think that it would be better for people to have a physical copy of this work if they are planning on remembering and practicing the strategies outlined in it. This would be a good book for Catholics and, probably, other Christians who would like to learn more about anxiety from a psychological/therapeutic standpoint that stands on a religious worldview.

Mothering by the Book: The Power of Reading Aloud to Overcome Fear and Recapture Joy, by Jennifer Pepito**

A Christian homeschooling mom and missionary writes about her experiences of reading intersecting with her anxieties, and how those books she read aloud with her family taught her about life and overcoming fear.

Why I picked it up: This book-moir had been on my to-read list for a good chunk of the last year, and I decided to take the plunge and spend an Audible credit on it.

My impressions: This book was pretty solid as far as book-moirs (book-based memoirs) go, but it wasn't my favorite. Pepito does a good job of describing the struggles she or her family faced at various points, and showing how the books she read spoke to her at that point in her life. However, those same books might not "say" the same thing to all readers. While the book follows her life chronologically (for the most part), the books that spoke to her were somewhat random. She begins by talking about Pride and Prejudice, then goes through many children's books before rounding out with a few more intense works...and then concluding with another children's book. The random assortment isn't too big of an issue, but this was another book that seemed to have a lot of plus worked in for the curriculum that the author developed. The chapters ended with a little workbook-style activity, reflection, and Scripture verse to memorize, but I wasn't reading this book to reflect on how childhood books have formed me - I was reading to enjoy someone else's experience with the formative and transformative power of books! It was sometimes uncomfortable to read about how difficult things were at times, and I even skipped most of a chapter near the end because it was dealing with pretty heavy stuff. I don't know that I'd read this book again, but it could probably be enjoyed by Christian mothers. Homeschooling Christian parents would be a more defined audience for this work, but many booklovers could find something to like in this work. (This book was a carryover from last year.)

Eulalia! by Brian Jacques

This 19th book in the Redwall series follows Gorath the badger, beset by the condition known as "Blookwrath," and the creature from Redwall and Salamandastron who fight at his side.

Why I picked it up: I don't usually get the urge to pick up a specific book the way "stress reading" cravings did when I was in grad school, but I definitely hit a point this month when I felt the need to just pick up a Redwall book - and this was the one that called to me.

My impressions: This book was better than I remember it being. I wasn't sure how I'd like it, remembering that it had underwhelmed me on both previous reads, but this was the book that I was drawn to this time around, and I'm glad I was able to come at it with little memory of what happens in it. The book still has some flaws - too much focus on revenge, stronger first and second acts than third act, lack of good character development when there were opportunities (for both the hedgehog Orkwil, as well as Gorath, as he struggles to control the urge to give in to the Bloodwrath). One villain was killed off in a fitting but frustratingly anticlimactic way, almost as if the author needed him out of the story so things could happen in other places the way he wanted. And the editing! For some reason, it seemed as if every instance of a compound sentence that required the word "and" replaced that necessary conjunction with a comma. Yikes! I wonder if it was that alone that prevented me from appreciating the good qualities that this book has. For one, the story gets right down to business - no lengthy descriptions of idyllic scenes to start off the story, and introducing the big baddy and main character right away. And the Redwall intro - in the space of one chapter, we have our main Abbey hero on a rough start and kicked out for a whole season right away. There was no riddling to be solved in this work, which was fine, because there wasn't room for it; this helped prevent the story from getting bogged down in an Abbey storyline that wasn't necessary. Good action, lots of unique characters, but I must say, the characters did feel like they were fitting into types, rather than being their own unique personalities. There was a lot of potential for the big battle scene, but it felt rushed and not quite right - especially some artificially intense bickering amongst the good guy. I didn't love the wise old badger fellow because he came across as a wise guru and felt out of place in a world that seems to usually lean more into a Christian than an Eastern worldview. Well, long review for a reread...I want to end this part by saying that, previously, I wrote in a post about the eras of Jacques' writing, and stated that Eulalia! was in the last era, the worst of the lot - the stale-fails. Well, I now say it's not as bad as the three that follow it. Those who enjoy tales of anthropomorphic animals in a world of adventure will enjoy this tale - including some who may have previously written off this particular book.

Bracket Play


Oof, this ended up being a tough month to decide! Not every book was stellar, but I read some good ones this month.

The first round was easy enough to decide, with weaker books being placed with stronger ones. I gave A New Song the equivalent of a bye, easily beating Robinson Crusoe in the in-between place. I opted for the reread Scruples and Sainthood over The Catholic Guide to Anxiety, but they are both good, with different but related foci; this book also went on to beat Mothering by the Book, a book-moir that ended up being less incredible than others I've read. Unfortunately, I had to choose between the book about scrupulosity and Jan Karon's novel, and I gave the fictional title the win. I had enjoyed this book so much that, when it came up against A Monastery Journey to Christmas, I had trouble just giving the victory over, so I made a note that A New Song, although it didn't win, was a strong runner-up. In summary, there were some meh books and some decent books this month, but there were three really good books this month, too.


Books Attempted and Put Down


The Secret History of Christmas Baking, by Linda Raedisch


The author explores the history of the goodies we've come to associate with Christmas time.

Why I picked it up: I saw this title pop up on Pinterest, of all places, and it sounded interesting. I decided it would be the book to fulfill a requirement for my Advent/Christmas reading challenge, so I got it through interlibrary loan.

Why I put it down: I'm so glad I didn't buy this book myself, although I feel a bit bad making the library work to get a book I didn't even end up reading. The introduction stated that there would be lots of pagan origins, lots of witches, and even ancient Egyptian facts coming up in the rest of the book, and hints at a lot of dark content, such as injustices performed by mankind in the effort to acquire cane sugar. No, no, and no thanks. I don't think pagan origins would be too big of an issue if there was enough focus on the how or why Christians took over those practices, as shown by Fr. Francis X. Weiser in The Christmas Book, but I sensed that the interest in these facts would not tend very strongly in that direction. And, in thinking of that book, did I find any mention of the strange saga of Puritans cancelling Christmas in this work, and the connections that mincemeat pie had to such happenings? No. When scanning, I found a recipe for mincemeat cookies, but nothing in the table of contents indicated that there'd be any of that history recounted here. I was disappointed that this turned out to be a very un-Christmas-y feeling book, but I felt fine about putting it down. I did, after all, still have 13 books I was working on that were carried over from last year. I needed to get back to those.

The Interior Castle, by St. Teresa of Avila


A saint and doctor of the Church explains the different "mansions" of the soul into which we enter, through prayer, and encounter God.

Why I picked it up: The gals in one of my book clubs wanted to read it, so I grabbed a copy from my alma mater.

Why I put it down: I got bogged down in the fifth mansion with feelings of inadequacy. I've never experienced contemplative prayer, so I felt down on myself for not being as holy as I'd like to be. I found out other people can get stuck in this work, too, so I feel a little less bad about it. It's still a spiritual classic and great work, of course, but I couldn't help feeling like St. Teresa was describing the hard staircase of holiness that great saints climb, and I'm just a wee little one who needs to take the elevator of Jesus' arms to improve. (This was one of the books I had been reading last year.)

Saturday, January 25, 2025

Reflection on Writing

On Reading from an Old Blog


Clicking around on the backside of Blogger reminded me that I still have access to an old blog. This defunct collection of literary-themed posts was cowritten by myself and two friends, and a perusal of the titles took me back to a time when I did some fun creative writing in grad school.

What was it about being stressed for weeks on end, with no money and barely any free time, that led me to compose some of the most fun and witty and thoughtful essays of my life? Some of it is ridiculously silly (I'm thinking back to when I dedicated a whole paragraph to answering the question of "why should I move towards the bookshelf, instead of the bookshelf towards me?"). But some of the turns of phrase I used at the time captured my attention and had me pondering: Was I really ever that clever? 

Forgive me for tooting my own horn a bit - it's just so strange to compare my previous writing with what I do now. I'm grateful to have this blog and to keep the creative spirit going, but it seems like my brain doesn't work quite the same anymore. I don't sense the whimsy or vitality of thought that used to run through my sentences. And I have memories of feeling more creative in past years. I don't have an epic adventure novel-to-be-written actively developing in my imagination anymore. I haven't sat down for a serious fictional enterprise since I finished my one and only draft of a book based on Maid Marian from the Robin Hood legends (an idea that also grew out of my grad school brain). I admit one exception: last summer, after an enchanting walk through the woods on a cloudy day, I had a recurrence of the old imaginative impulse and sat down to write out the scene when I got home. 

I feel like I haven't been true to the creative gift God gave me, in whatever small measure I felt and appreciated it, and therefore, I wonder if I've lost the thrill of creating stories as a result.

Determination


Rereading that old blog has led me to the conclusion that I must not let go what I have, unless God wills it. I have a beautiful life, and I'm so grateful to have it, but I feel that I should keep writing, and writing more creatively than keeping a diary of books I've read. I want to write fun things, and not always serious ones. I will try to pray for God's guidance, in case He is calling me to put down these pursuits to make way for better ones. But I will try to write. There are so many ideas floating around in my mind - perhaps there'd be more space in my brain if I closed a few of those tabs and just flung the thoughts out onto the paper, as it were. 

I am a consumer. I eat up stories, and read and read and read, but don't end up doing much with what I have taken in. Perhaps it is time to make something of my free time other than another title whited out from my to-read list.

My goal is to, perhaps this Lent, make a point of writing something every day. It ought to be something related to my faith, and I have an idea about what project that could be. It wouldn't need to be much - just five minutes, but it must happen every day (excepting Sundays). It would not be a penance, perhaps, but it would be an attempt to use of an ability that feels like one of God's many beautiful, bountiful, unwarranted gifts to me. May God's will be done here, as in all things.

Post-Script


In case you are curious, here is a link to that lovely, quirky blog I contributed to back in the day. I hope to go back and enjoy the posts of my cowriters sometime soon.

https://narnianaustenites.blogspot.com/

Friday, January 3, 2025

Year 2024 Final Bracket

Finding the Best Book of 2024


This is it! It's the culmination of a year of reading, and my ranking of the best books I read this year.

Best in Genre


Spiritual Work: What Jesus Saw From the Cross, by A. G. Sertillanges
Fiction (Fantasy): The Complete Brambly Hedge, by Jill Barklem
Fiction (Classic): The Screwtape Letters, by C. S. Lewis
Fiction (Historical/Realistic): The Wednesday Wars, by Gary D. Schmidt (audiobook)
Auto/Biography: Different: The Story of an Outside-the-Box Kid and the Mom Who Loved Him, by Nathan and Sally Clarkson (audiobook)
Literary Criticism/Book-Moir/Reference: The Read-Aloud Family, by Sarah Mackenzie
Nonfiction: Last Child in the Woods, by Richard Louv (audiobook)
Reread (besides Searching for and Maintaining Peace or other winners): Tales from the Perilous Realm, by J. R. R. Tolkien

Monthly Winners


January: The Read-Aloud Family
February: A Heart on Fire
March: Time for God
April: What Jesus Saw From the Cross
May: Saints Around the World
June: The Mouse and the Motorcycle
July: Madeleine Takes Command
August: In the School of the Holy Spirit and The Wednesday Wars
September: My Sisters, the Saints
October: The Screwtape Letters
November: Called to Life
December: The Complete Brambly Hedge

There has not been a year yet when I've had a full 12 books complete in the end-of-year bracket. Usually, there were months when I didn't really get a book read, or read just a few. Last year, I took The Lord of the Rings out of competition because I didn't want it in the bracket (I love the LOTR, of course). This year is the first year all 12 slots are open...and in fact, I have thirteen book titles! I couldn't decide on one winner in August, so I split the win between two excellent and very different books. Maybe someday I'll get smart and do a fiction bracket and a nonfiction bracket, but it is not this day.

I decided the easiest way to deal with 13 books was to group two Fr. Jacques Philippe books onto one line and keep the bracket at 12. Considering that there were three books by my favorite modern spiritual writer that made it to this final bracket, I didn't feel too bad about that decision. It would have been a nightmare to try to format 13 books in this bracket.

Five monthly winners were fictional works; three Christian living; five were spiritual works; one a reading reference book; one was about saints; and another was a memoir that incorporated the lives of saints that were important to the author, an autobiography of sorts.




This year, I managed to pick a singular winner, unlike last year, when I couldn't bring myself to choose a single title and decided that The Betrothed and Interior Freedom would both be the winners.

I reached decisions about the bracket based on reviewing my thoughts that I wrote down at the end of the month, as can be tracked on previous blog posts, as well as how the books have (or have not) stuck with me since then. Not all the books in this bracket wowed me, but I've read and listened to some amazing books this year. Best wishes to you and your reading goals in 2025!

Book Stats 2024

 

Data on 2024's Books Read

In the last year, I've come to embrace the fact that I like data. Well, I think I had already embraced this propensity for data, and I'm just verbalizing it more often now. It's time to set that data-crunching part of me loose on the books I read in 2024!

Totals

Total number of books read, all formats: 104 (increase of 41 books from 2024)


When comparing with the numbers from last year, I read or listened to more books every single month, excepting three months. The greatest number of books finished in any given month last year was eight, but this year, it was 15 - and I reached that number twice.

It was exciting to break the 100 book barrier this year! In 2020, I read about 95 books, courtesy of COVID lockdowns and auditing literature-heavy courses at my alma mater. Those were almost all physical books. I reached 100 books this year in large part due to Audible and the audiobooks I streamed there, most of which were included for free in my subscription. I'd love to read more physical books, or even ebooks, but there's so much to get done around the house that requires me to move and use my hands, making audiobooks a great way to access some books that have been mouldering on my to-read list for years.






Even though it seemed like I turned to audiobooks far more often in 2024 than I had in previous years, it looks like there was only an 8% increase in audiobook listening vs. reading a physical book. 

A Note About Audible


For those who may wonder if an Audible subscription is worth it, I'd say that it depends. The reason why I found Audible so useful this year was that I spent a lot of time searching Audible's app for titles that I could access for free with the subscription AND were either already on my to-read list or sounded very interesting. I already was in the habit of listening while I worked on chores around the house, either to audiobooks or podcasts, so it made sense that I'd enjoy the content I could access through this site.

I also have to note that I took advantage of sales. Audible will often advertise that you get to try the first three months for free, giving you access to one credit a month to use on an audiobook. Three free books is not bad. However, since I was no longer eligible for the free trial, I was able to capitalize on a deal that gave the highest level of subscription (usually $15 a month, I believe) for $1 a month, for three months. $3 for three books is not bad. But, in addition to those three, this deal gave me access to numerous other titles that cycle through being free to Audible users at that subscription level. 

I always ended subscriptions before they went to being the full $15 a month. But, sure enough, within the next month or two, there seemed to be another email advertising the same deal that I had cancelled not to long before. And, every time I clicked on the button to cash in on the deal, I was able to. There hasn't been any denial this year that I don't qualify for the deal because I've used it before; it's apparently a regularly-occurring discount that I can keep using. I keep feeling like it's too good to be true, and I'm waiting for Audible/Amazon to catch on, but nothing has happened yet.

Some Other Facts to Consider:


Total number of books attempted, but put down that were noted: 24 (significant increase from last year's 15), but:

Percentage of books started and completed: 81% (the same as last year)

Books being read, but not completed, at the end of 2023: 13 (increase of 6 over last year; audiobooks and books being read with my husband included)

Percentage of books that were rereads: 7%, or 7 books total (a slight decrease from last year's 9%)


This is another instance of having something feel like it happened more open, but the rate was consistent with last year's. I ended up putting down an average of 19% of the books I picked up without finishing them. I did this with 9 more books than in 2023, but it was still the same percentage.

I don't love that I'm rereading fewer books; I can now say it's a trend, since it has happened two years in a row now. However, as in the case of The Door in the Wall, a book I loved previously isn't always going to hit the same when I reread it. So, I would like to keep my goal of rereading a little more often, with the understanding that maybe I can put it down if I don't love it as much this time around.

Genre Data

The graph looks fairly similar to last year's, but I did notice that I read even more fiction than before, and slightly fewer spiritual works. However, as I noted in last year's post, some books that fall in the blue slices of this graph were included in the spiritual works graph (next graph), meaning that my religious content intake is higher than this graph indicates. 

Figuring out genres for books is difficult, as can be seen with the purple slice. This is the second year in a row that I've read no philosophy, so I took that heading out and replaced it with Literary Criticism/Book-moir/Reference. And, by that confusing combination heading, I mean books that are largely about books and reading or learning or someone's experiences, as explored through books (book-memoir => book-moir). I read many of those this year, and while they could fall within a nonfiction category, or are listed generically as "Christian literature" on Google, they're something of a genre unto themselves.

There was also a slight increase in nonfiction books. I credit this uptick to Audible's free titles and a Sunday sermon expounding the benefits of learning about the world God created. 



Spiritual Reading


Another year, another change in the headings on this graph. The first two headings are actually a split from last year, in which all four were combined under one heading. "Conversion" has been added to apologetics, since they seem to go together. The final two are the same as last year.


There were fewer books I read about Catholic living and marriage this year, but I did see an increase in books that I read that were about more concrete aspects of the faith, including God, Mary, the Church, and the saints, which indicates that I met a goal that developed last year.

Fiction


There was a big growth in the genre of historic fiction / realistic fiction, and that is due, once again, to Audible subscriptions. I've wanted to read many Newbery award winners, but haven't made them a priority to check out from the library. Enter Audible, with its rotating selection of free titles, and suddenly I'm reading all the historic fiction (mostly children's literature). I also started the Mitford series, which I grouped into this category as well.

There was also an increase in the number of fantasy books I read - and, by fantasy, I mean typical stories that have fantasy elements, as well as books that have anthropomorphic animals as characters. There were still a few titles that defied categorization or toed the line between multiple genres, but most fit pretty neatly into the headings I chose.



I read fewer classics this year, and that was with the added motivation of reading them for my book club! However, I'm at peace with putting some classics down if they're not right for me to read right now. Some classics also fall into genres that are not Fiction, so that also may account for why that category looks so small.

There will be a second post that focuses specifically on the best books of the year battling it out in a bracket.